A Fantastic Nightmare

I recently submitted my first finished horror piece to Short Story America. Let’s see how it goes. Wish me luck, pretty please. If I could publish some or all of the story here, I would. But, unfortunately I need to keep it completely unpublished for now.

Doesn’t matter. Let me tell you about how Home Burial came to be.

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Underwire announced the “return” one of my childhood icons, Tank Girl. » Read the rest of this entry «

“We were no longer ‘good society’”

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Luke Ford, former porn columnist and internet jornalist, recently published some poignant and depressing quotes from the movie, Exxxit: Life After Porn, which I will probably still babble about until I can actually see the movie. Ah well, reading about it is the next best thing. » Read the rest of this entry «

Working hard in my little hole, sometimes my only outside leak is the lovely, lovely internet and its infinite library of insane and offensive footage. As I tried finding footage of Stephen Clancy Hill’s fatal plunge, I stumbled upon Jezebel’s article about the documentary, Exxxit: Life After Porn. Just shown this past weekend in L.A., the film briefly follows the lives of former porn stars. » Read the rest of this entry «

It’s a rainy, gray Sunday. I’ve masturbated twice and I still don’t feel tired enough for a cat nap. In these situations, I either write or watch the boob tube. Writing, however, is a luxury – a vacation.

So boob tube it is! And boob tube is what I received… along with a blast from my past! » Read the rest of this entry «

I was eager to have Jonathan follow me around for the day, mainly because I needed some pocket of time when I can openly speak about myself as a sex worker. Normally, depending on where i am and who I’m speaking to, I’ve had to talk about my different identities in different ways and at different times. Some only exist on paper, just a fingerprint of the woman she’s supposed to be. There are ghosts who only exist in the past tense. Then there’s the apartment in the East Village. There’s the sofa. seemingly innocent. But look closely at the fabric. » Read the rest of this entry «

Dee Simon from the Sick and Wrong Podcast sent me this really beautiful and poignant interview that features Georgina Spelvin talking about her experience in the porn industry and her captivating relationship with the camera. » Read the rest of this entry «

As I walked around my neighborhood, I saw the latest issue of Vanity Fair and was dumbfounded to see an assortment of this year’s hottest young starlets… all of them were young and white.

Is this news? No. But, luckily, others had picked up on this discriminatory issue.

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While there are many women who do use and enjoy pornography (whether by themselves or with a partner), there’s always that one porn flick that makes you wonder, Should I be watching this? Is she enjoying herself? You know… beautiful Lolita-esque girl with (un)naturally big tits, curvaceous body, very eager and… sweet. As the movie plays on, she’s attacked from every angle by big thick stiff dicks, like tentacle porn… only tentacles are more inviting than the organs aimed at her face, mouth, pussy, and ass. Next thing you know, her entire body is used like a Chinese fingertrap. The girl’s taking it, most definitely, but her eyes lack the fire or spark of sexual interest than one cannot define but can surely spot. She knows how to pose that’s most pleasing to her suitors and to the camera; but, for those watching, the scene lacks sensuality. » Read the rest of this entry «