August 30th, 2010 §

Recently, I thought about where I was in my own career – sex work and writing – and I realized that I’m 24 years old and while I have been very fortunate to do well as a sex worker, it’s not the direction I truly intended for myself. » Read the rest of this entry «
August 4th, 2010 §

Recently, I’ve been asked what I believe women want or need. And I thought… oh silly rabbit. You’re looking for answers in all the wrong places.
Firstly, it’s a sad assumption that all of our gender is looking for one thing. I dare not impede upon another woman’s wants because I know hers are most likely different than my own. And I wouldn’t want a man who think he has a clue; it only means he assumed way too much and deserves a right proper kick to the balls and/or shin (if you want to be nice about it).
Here I’ll explain my own wants, which change as most things tend to do over time.
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July 20th, 2010 §
July 19th, 2010 §

Probably… but shit has history proven wrong… » Read the rest of this entry «
July 5th, 2010 §

Click me to see for yourself!
After months of trial and error, reward and punishment, and ridiculous amounts of code writing, I finally finished my new adult escort/porn website! That’s right… me.
And, yes you can say this is my “coming out” entry. » Read the rest of this entry «
June 29th, 2010 §

Boy, did I feel like a lucky girl… so many goddamn emails from God knows who. Thanks, Craig’s List. Ha! Well if you sonofabitches think that I’m gonna reply to every single one of you, then you can suck my pinky toe! I will read and delete as I see fit!
I am the Hitler of personal ad responses!!!
Keine Bilder im E-Mailmittel, das Sie das cyclon-B erhalten werden!
(Note to self: Nobody’s the Hitler of anything. He’s dead. Stop making distasteful jokes… Let’s move on).
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June 28th, 2010 §

And this time… it’s PERSONAL!!!
*Drum solo* » Read the rest of this entry «
June 25th, 2010 §

So, I’ve seen myself as a feminist for quite a while. But, I don’t take it so seriously. And to me, that’s okay. If I can’t let other opposing thoughts sink in, I won’t know if what I’m being told to believe is actually worth believing. » Read the rest of this entry «
June 24th, 2010 §

Hello friends!
So I wanted to take a break from writing essays about feminism and sex and slut theories to talk about what’s going on my side of the computer… with a focus on my e-book in particular.
I do have an e-book available for purchase, and it’s only a dollar! Not bad, eh? Well, currently I’ve finished an expanded version, adding about 20 new short stories (:-0) I know! I’m through the second draft of about 20 or so of them and I just have about 10 more to revise! I don’t know if that seems like more than I make it out to be or what, but I’m not writing anymore and I’ve moved on to a whole new process… one that’s a step closer to getting that sucker published!
And yes it will be published. But I do want to keep a multimedia version available online for purchase. It will include some new photographs I’ve taken, one of which I’ve included up below! Hope you enjoy
I also hope you enjoy this excerpt from one of the completed drafts. This chapter took the original idea from my sporfucking Post nd expanded to a few thousand words. It’s nothing like the original post! Rewriting these pieces are cathartic because I begin to remember details that I can now talk about and imagine… hmmm… I really like the result, but I won’t give you too much of it now! I need to keep my stories slightly elusive! Here’s a taste of it for now. » Read the rest of this entry «
June 23rd, 2010 §

A week ago, a floodgate of emotion pretty much spilled over. And I was finally able to mourn the loss of about 10 or 12 erotic drawings I’ve completed three or so years ago. I lost them around the same time and they hardly saw the light of day
There is, of course, the other drawings. These pictures, as you will see, are unlike what I typically used to draw… But, they are coming from a very different time.
Mind you, I haven’t really shared these with anyone else before. » Read the rest of this entry «