A Fantastic Nightmare

Recently, I thought about where I was in my own career – sex work and writing – and I realized that I’m 24 years old and while I have been very fortunate to do well as a sex worker, it’s not the direction I truly intended for myself. » Read the rest of this entry «

This really cool article features opinions from various performers in the adult industry. A major issue that comes up with anyone who is a sex worker is identity and privacy. How can one balance a personal life and private life? Or can the two live harmoniously as one all-encompassing identity, one that’s three dimensional and open to all reception, both positive and negative. » Read the rest of this entry «

Ohhhhh boy do I wish… » Read the rest of this entry «

1st Draft for my homepage banner. Thoughts?

Hey everybody. Sorry for the lapse in posts. But, ugh, so much has happened in just two or three weeks that both my mind and my body (literally) have been trying to process the changes. Please read, though, because these changes are fucking awesome… well some of them are.

Let’s get the annoying news out of the way…  » Read the rest of this entry «

In April, I filmed an exciting two-part fantasy fetish session for KisforKink.com. The fantasy? Unicorns. Oh! And Barbie Dolls.

Yes, I explored my childlike side, one whose loins always stirred at the sight of a horned stallion. And I finally get my wish… sort of.

There are no words. Only movies and pictures… okay, there are plenty of words too. And to see of this in kinky action, sign up as a member to kisforkink.com so you can watch trailers and participate in the forums. Why not go the extra mile and pay for the subscription? That way you can watch my movie and others.

Enjoy!

Link to it here. Full transcript below!

CORRECTION: Below, I say that I finished a clip for kink.com when I actually meant to write kisforkink.com » Read the rest of this entry «

I was eager to have Jonathan follow me around for the day, mainly because I needed some pocket of time when I can openly speak about myself as a sex worker. Normally, depending on where i am and who I’m speaking to, I’ve had to talk about my different identities in different ways and at different times. Some only exist on paper, just a fingerprint of the woman she’s supposed to be. There are ghosts who only exist in the past tense. Then there’s the apartment in the East Village. There’s the sofa. seemingly innocent. But look closely at the fabric. » Read the rest of this entry «

Pain is necessary. It’s programmed into the very fibers of our being. Is it okay to feel pain? That’s not for me to say. I’ve inflicted pain for pleasure and for pay. I’ve wanted to hurt, to feel sore… Because it just feels so good somehow. Like being burned. Masochistic as it may seem, the searing of the flesh for that one nanosecond… it’s like a liquid needle that bores a hole through one’s surface. It swims and swims until it eventually dissolves. Like sperm. Lovely image, yes? When pain is perceived in this fashion, then perhaps we can begin to understand why pain is so essential. And inevitable. Look how easily it can spread to others. And how deeply it touches our soul. And, yet, our bodies are prepared for this. Whatever has gotten us here… it’s like our fate, all of our emotions, all of these sensations are literally programmed in our bodies – chemically induced or catalyzed by pain itself. By recognizing these strengths, then we can see that pain can be manipulated. Pain can be confronted. » Read the rest of this entry «

Okay, so for the past couple of weeks I’ve heard some very interesting and new opinions that may have me changing my own mind, at least to try on someone else’s tightly strapped shoes. » Read the rest of this entry «

Check out this tangential discussion about promiscuity, celebrities, infidelity, and sex work. I actually wasn’t high, surprisingly enough. I did have a cup of wine which always makes me into a loose cannon!

Those of you who know me know one cup’s not enough. But, I was high on the intoxicating topics and Otero’s gravelly voice.

Enjoy!

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